Why I should never be left alone.

My family have left for a small vacation and left me on my own for the first time. Which was fine, although I'm not an independent person.

Aside from all that, I take a wide range or medications for a number of different reasons and today I managed to overdose by four times the amount I'm supposed to take - Purely accidental. I'm incredibly nervous about my doctors appointment incase they find I've caused my body too much damage. The side affects of the medication are also causing my heart to hammer in my chest, and I'm unbelievable edgy & shaky. 

I can get through this if I just try to control myself and ignore the voice in my head telling me I might die.